Art / lae astra
:: Starfire Songs ::
Starfire Songs; 2024; digital painting in Procreate; 2048 x 2048 px
From the writer
:: Account ::
When I paint, I hope to create visual poetry. When I write, I lean toward brushstrokes of memory and emotion, some vivid and colorful, some pale wisps of yesterdays like the ghosts of falling petals. And when making music, I strive to explore landscapes of being through sound and words. All of this is intertwined. Reaching for fleeting and shimmering moments. Making them into forms that I can share.
My wander into digital painting occurred at the same time as my decision to step inside an art supply store and buy brushes, watercolor and acrylic paint, canvas, paper. There is a sense of vulnerable yet joyful liberation that comes with setting brush to open page. A sense of moving forward, of following the story unfolding line by brushstroke by dot, of warming up and getting closer to the waiting story with each try.
In these turbulent times when so many are grasping for meaning and fighting to end oppression, art, in its many forms, is a shining thread that connects us all and carries us forward. I am grateful for the moments when I can sit with some fragments and colors, turning them this way and that in my hands, until a poem emerges. I am grateful to be able to show a new painting to someone I love and hear what it makes them feel. Rather than pushing an explanation from my side, I’m far more interested in the individual stories that the viewer or reader bring while they experience a piece. Tell me what you see, what kind of future you want to build. Let us sit by the fire. There’s enough to warm us all.
lae astra (they/them) is an agender trans artist and writer who calls Tokyo home. Their writing has appeared in Astrolabe, Gone Lawn, Overheard, Star*Line, Strange Horizons, and elsewhere. They are a Pushcart, Best Microfiction, and Rhysling Award nominee. Find them at laeastra.com/links.